漫长时光里的琐碎呓语。

我越陌度阡,就是为了遇见你。

2018年4月21日星期六

0422 一些梦境

这几天频繁做梦,梦到的都是一些无关紧要却隐隐担心的芝麻小事。前几天晚上梦见我生日,他们都来了,只有她没来,然后我好像有哭吧,就说是我和她吵架了还是冷战了之类的。后来她好像来了,然后后面的事情我就不记得了。

昨晚梦到和老师争辩,说我选的depression的biomarker不符合要做的assignment题目,和老师还有梦里的TA据理力争,说我本来也怕不可行,但我单只是找题目就做了四小时,甚至还大略看了一些论文,为的就是确定这个题目是可做的,然后我觉得真的可做,而且我也很想做。最后TA说,如果你很想做就做吧。然后后面的也忘记了。

今天醒来就出门买早餐了,不小心买到生理期不该吃的东西,现在不知道应不应该继续吃下去。

2018年4月20日星期五

0428 Difficult times

Too many issues to be tackled in life.

"Everyone is fighting their own battle."
I remember the line that I saw on facebook years ago. Back in that time it was like an alert reminding me that don't always look at the nice part in others life but ignore the bad one i can't see. Recently it suddenly comes into my mind frequently, but it's in the other way round. Always strongly feel like telling someone that I am not okay. I'm fighting a hard hard battle. So, sorry if I looks bad because I have already try my best to even put on a smile on my face.